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Blocked Throat Chakras, And Why We Silence Ourselves Even When Our Minds Are Screaming To Be Heard
You value the unpredictable reactions, opinions, and possible rage of others more than you do your need to speak freely and release.
I was always a people pleaser because I was never welcomed to share my thoughts in an environment that felt safe and loving. My parents and my peers hated that I kept to myself, but at the same time they contributed to my deafening silence. I have been punished, not only through mental and emotional abuse, but also physical abuse: if I said the “wrong” thing I could expect a slap, a spanking, or even a fight with someone much larger than me.
It wasn’t until I was an adult when I realized I didn’t need to be welcomed to share a damn thing, nor did I need to anticipate anyone’s reactions.
Maybe you are like me and you value the unpredictable reactions, opinions, and possible rage of others more than you do you your need to speak freely and release. Trust me, I understand completely. When you come from a chaotic upbringing you are automatically thrown into a role where you must always anticipating the vicious reactions of others.
