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How Desperation Influences Your Perception

Sanni Lark
2 min readMay 27, 2021

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“Because I was so enamored by wild promises and delicious lies, I really couldn’t see clearly; not only with my eyes, but with my heart and mind. Now I am much more cautious and I guard myself from the ridiculous claims people make.”

Let me start off by saying this: You are not crazy for being suspicious about people’s intentions. In fact, you are right; most of the people you come across are trying to take from you.

I had to learn this the hard way due my naïveté and desperation for acceptance, love, money, and opportunities. At the time I had no patience and everything I wanted seemed to take way too long to get within my grasp. And through my misery opportunists saw a way to manipulate me and rob me financially, emotionally, spiritually, and mentally blind.

I can say with certainty that I wasn’t thinking straight when I allowed certain people around me. Behind the fake smiles and pathetic attempts to come off as genuine, these faux friends were really vampires. And they merely saw me as prey.

Because I was so enamored by wild promises and delicious lies, I really couldn’t see clearly; not only with my eyes, but with my heart and mind. Now I am much more cautious and I guard myself from the ridiculous claims people make.

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Sanni Lark
Sanni Lark

Written by Sanni Lark

Channeling sacred, unadulterated, feminine chaos and wisdom through writing. For more primordial womanhood activation visit: https://www.sannilark.com

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