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How To Rewire Your Subconscious & Become Your Own Beauty Standard After Men Damaged You Mentally
“Was I completely off the mark when it came to how precious, beautiful, and valuable I was, and it took being single to realize I was living a complete lie?”
Early this morning during the witching hours I had a bit of writer’s block where my mind went blank and I didn’t feel like doing shit. I knew I needed to publish something, anything, as I have been trying my best to remain consistent while dealing with an inconsistent sleep schedule that changes without warning.
As I placed my fingers on my MacBook and began to write a strange feeling washed over me. Almost immediately I felt very off; it was as if I was disconnected from my body and especially my mind. So I decided to do some yoga to ground myself in my body and feel at home again.
I thank life for the ability to move my body, because once I began to stretch and dance I felt better. I became plugged in again. The lights in my brain were turned on once again, and words began to flow.
Moments like these where I am able to express authentic gratitude for my body outside of how it looks arrive more often in my everyday life. I have spent many years mentally, emotionally, and physically parting ways with the greater society and its completely made-up…
