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Lifelong Celibacy, Asexuality, And Is My Pussy Off Limits For Life?
“Many men utilize sex as a means to control their partners and feed off of their innocent understanding of it and the love and validation they are trying to gain from engaging in the act in the first place.”
“Is sex something I share with a man, or is it something he takes from me because he feels it is his right to conquer me? And as a woman am I supposed to be okay with this?”
These were the million dollar questions I asked myself as I gave my sore body a deep stretch at 5 AM this morning. Upbeat music was playing in the background, and with each minute I held a pose I relaxed as endorphins filled me internally.
Most people associate pleasure with sex. But with each passing day I am slowly removing this connection from my mind, as there are many more pleasurable activities that exist for me than fucking. My deep stretching satisfied my body better than a dick ever could. As a feminine woman I love pleasure and sensuality, and I seek it in all areas of my life. I just don’t believe that penetration has to be on my personal checklist when it comes to what feels good to me.
Now I have had a horrendous sexual history, starting with the man I gave my virginity to under the absolute worst of circumstances. I still remember the single rose he bought me from…
