No worries. I completely understand. You are having a normal reaction. Be okay with that.
I have lived through many experiences where black men could barely afford to date me but they expected full-service benefits from me AND they were on the hunt for more women to sell lies and hope to. I have since walked away from them and I am much happier being single.
It does make me feel some type of way to experience this and witness it as well. Women being played, while part of it can be their fault, does trigger me at times.