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Reminder For The Feminine: You Aren’t Meant To Be Understood. Let’s Discuss The True Meaning Of Loneliness
“Some men enjoy telling me that I will be bitter and die alone if I don’t settle and choose one of them, as if not having an incompetent man in my bed is the worst fate of life. But I have lived, breathed, and tasted unfiltered loneliness.”
I have this annoying ability to predict how some people will respond or react to my presence and the words that escape my lips. While this may be a coveted power for some, it is irritating to me because I barely have any incentive to participate in certain conversations. I already know that most people will be triggered and fight to remain on the emotional defense, so what’s the point?
Not only am I spiritually gifted, but I also pay close attention to human behavior. The one-sided relationships and friendships I held over the years has proven to me that I can be rest-assured people will always do what benefits them; not only because I believe selfishness is instinctual, but many people simply do not understand me. Many individuals do not possess compassion for that which they don’t understand.
I can’t really blame them, either. Just based on my womanhood alone I am a complex individual and I contradict myself constantly. But I am usually unlike anything anyone has ever come…