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Rewriting Sensual Womanhood Through Asexuality
Just like we ascend in many areas of our lives we can revisit our sexuality at any time and make adjustments as needed. We are not stuck in life, and we are not stuck in any orientation either.
If I can be honest, I flirted with pansexuality a little bit since I am pretty neutral when it comes to my attractiveness towards both sexes. But I had to define my terms into specifics. I realized that while I find members of both sexes attractive that doesn’t mean I necessarily want to fuck them. What this means is that I can like you. I can fall in love with you. I can even fantasize about being with you. But I wouldn’t care to express those feelings I have for you in sexual ways.
Also, I don’t feel as if my life is lacking at all. I don’t feel like I am missing out on anything. I am just fine with never engaging in sex for the rest of my life.
Sexual abuse aside, past traumatic experiences aside, and rampant trash manhood aside, I am repulsed by men and the act of having sex with them. And that’s okay. This awareness doesn’t stop me from forming connections with the opposite sex in ways that benefit me. I even enjoy a lot of sexually-charged conversations with them without any issue. Men feel the need to always ramble on and on about “doing the do” incessantly, even to the point where the banter is redundant and causing…
