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Sex, The Forbidden Dark Feminine Art Of Pleasurable Death Energy
Unfortunately, both pain and pleasure scares women. Because the end result is always death, seductively requesting we trust the process enough to surrender and simply let go.
Sex is a dark feminine art that many women, including myself, have a tumultuous relationship with. From girlhood we have received both subtle and obvious signs that our bodies and wombs were created to be in service to men and their pleasure, when it is the other way around.
The majority of girls and women have been sexually abused, coupled with the shame of requiring “too much” in the form of emotional connection, adequate stimulation and foreplay, affection and loving touch, and time to feel safe enough to let go and cum, and you have the perfect recipe for women to avoid sex entirely. That, or they mentally and emotionally check out of the sexual experience and only leave their naked bodies as empty shells for men to masturbate into, just to fulfill some “wifely duty” quota that demands they keep their man’s balls drained.
I can admit that sex was always difficult for me due to my religious training which gives men permission to extract pleasure and power from my body whenever they please, whether through sexual abuse or through disappointing sexual encounters that leave them satisfied and me feeling used and…
