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The Spiritual Consequences Of Giving Birth Out of Season
Giving birth out of season can take you out of being in a state of creativity and momentum to a state of survival where you must do whatever you can to provide for yourself and your child.
If you pay attention, all of the experiences we are supposed to successfully initiate into, including college, homeownership, marriage, children, and more come with hefty price tags. But the ultimate cost is your soul, especially if you never wanted some or all of these things to begin with and you never figured out that you were conditioned to want these things.
Think about it: why are we pushed to go to college at age 18 and choose a major that is supposed to serve as the backbone of the lifetime of our careers? You mean you are barely out of high school and you are supposed to choose a career path that’s supposed to carry you into retirement already? After college you are supposed to get a job, buy a home, and get married. Of course you are most likely going to purchase a home you hate in a neighborhood you hate because it is convenient and close to that job you hate.
When you do not know what you truly want and need in this lifetime you cannot understand how a partner can help you actualize this mission and support you along the way through marriage. So you choose someone who actually prevents you from…