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Witching Hours Musings: “I Like Me.”
Self-regulation is a huge aspect of the single woman’s lifestyle. When you are lying awake worrying during the witching hours there is no body underneath the sheets to remind you that everything is going to be okay in a sleepy voice.
But all too often my reality is comforting, as I already promised myself that I have my back and I will never let myself down. But on the rare occasion it is downright lonely. Still, this is what I chose, as solving my own problems and deciding which step to take next is its own reward.
Lately I’ve been feeling a shift in myself energetically. As an Aries moon I am always impatient for Pisces season to be over and done with, like I am doing right this moment. I feel out of place, yet I am excited. And this silent rage is showing up and showing out in my writing.
I can feel my opinions getting stronger. My voice getting bolder. It’s like I have so much to say and I want to say it all at once.
Then a thought came to my mind as I went back and forth with myself on the consequences of such an act of courage, and possibly absurdity: “What if they don’t like me?” ‘They’ being my audience.
Suddenly, a still, small voice whispered in my ear. It belonged to me by way of my subconscious. And its words were soothing, like the sweetest voice I’ve ever known.
